2002-10-22 : 6:26 p.m.
"...One kiss and boom you're the only one for me..."


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It's been a really long time since I updated this thing, but oh well. I've been meaning to write for the past 13 days but it hasn't happened. I was sick the last couple weeks and then just lazy the rest of the time. Oh well. It's MY diary and I can not write if I don't want to!

Last Saturday (12th) was THE day. It was pure hell, pure hell I tell you. Horror. Evilness. Torture. Then my mom was away all of last week so I was on my own, and sick.

I have an art history paper to write for friday but atleast she postponed the test. I am greatful for that. I am NOT ready. I should be going to G.R.O. tonight, but I can't. Stuff to do. Oh well, I don't want to go either. I am tired and I don't want to drive there anyway. Excuse, excuses. I know! I still can't go though.

It's amazing. I still have nothing to say. That's ok.

I want to retreat back into the days where barbies were the best thing in the world. I want to play dress up and house and watch movies and not have to worry about anything. I don't want to grow up, I just want to retreat back to being a little kid. I had the greatest life then and now it just sucks. Responsibility is SO over rated! I just want to be a kid again, not a friggin adult. So depressing. I am telling you it is terrible. I don't want to go to college and I don't want to get a job and I don't want to go to school and I don't want to have any responsibilities!

I go riding tomorrow and she (yes, Barb just gets refered to as she now) promised that I'd get an easy horse (probably a pony comme Appache.... NO! I don't want a horse like that. I want someone fun but that doesn't require all that much work (or rather kicking...) lol.

I guess I'll go upstairs and finish watching tv. TV is good. OMG. Alias was AWESOME on Sunday! I cried. I love Vaughn (Vaughn! I'm not sure about Michael Varten but I love Vaughn so I guess I'll be obsessed with the REAL him too. VAUGHN!!!!), I love Vaughn, I love Vaughn! OMG! The show was great though. Next week should be amazing too. The Practice was ok, but I was on such an Alias high that it made it seem not quite as good. It was still good too!

And then THIRD WATCH! Another frigginly awesome show! (the NEW eps, reruns come later.... lol) I shouldn't but I love Jimmy too! Eddie Cipreon is hot too so... I guess Jimmy isn't the ideal er date er longterm romance but I still love him! Plus him and Kim need to get back together (not that they were ever actually together on the show but they were "together" several times and they were married and have a son...) I love Jimmy! And KIM WAS BACK!!! Woohoooo! I know Kim Raver had a baby so "Kim" was gone but it was great she was back, even if only for a minute or two in her conversations with Alex... still I saw her and yelled "IT'S KIM!" I am such an idiot. Oh! Alex! Damn, she had bad luck and getting killed (she survived so just get the idea from the killed) by that car was... and then Davis' reaction! OMG! So cute! They need to get back together. I could deal without the whole Sully and wife stuff though... 2 hours next monday! Wahooo! Oh and then there are the reruns. Every night (mon-thurs) at 11pm! If I don't watch I tape. Ahhh, the early episodes... when Bobby was alive! I miss Bobby, but I love Jimmy and I would never have wanted Bobby and Kim even though that would have been a good idea for everyone, but still. The first and second season are amazing! AHHH! I love Third Watch!

Judging Amy tonight as well as Third Watch and The West Wing tomorrow! Wooohooo!

OMFG! The BREEDERS' CUP IS ON SATURDAY!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!! GO CAME HOME!

The Game Of Love

Tell me just what you want me to be

One kiss and boom you're the only one for me

So please tell me why don't you come around no more

Cause right now I'm crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this

A little bit of that

It started with a kiss

Now we're up to bat

A little bit of laughs

A little bit of pain

I'm telling you, my babe

It's all in the game of love

This, whatever you make it to be

Sunshine set on this cold lonely sea

So please baby try and use me for what I'm good for

It ain't sayin' goodbye that's knocking down the door of your candy store

It's all in this game of love

You roll me

Control me

Console me

Please hold me

You guide me

Divide me

Into what...

[Guitar solo]

Make me feel good, yeah

So please tell me why don't you come around no more

Cause right now I'm dying outside the door of your loving store

It just takes a little bit of this

A little bit of that

It started with a kiss

Now we're up to bat

A little bit of laughs

A little bit of pain

I'm telling you, my babe

It's all in the game of love

It's all in this game of love

It's all in the game of love

Yeah, in the game of love

Roll me

Control me

Please hold me

(make me feel good, yeah)

I stole the lyrics.. oh well, thank you l y r i c s p o t and I could have written them out myself had I had multiple copies of the song and not been lazy...



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