2004-05-06 : 10:53 a.m.
Things aren�t the way they were before


Current Song: "In The End" Linkin Park
Current Rant: The fact that I'm so screwed right now for doing NOTHING.
Current Obsession: n/a

In The End

(It starts with)

One thing / I don�t know why

It doesn�t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme

To explain in due time

All I know

time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

It�s so unreal

Didn�t look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on / but didn�t even know

Wasted it all just to

Watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart

What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried

so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don�t know why

It doesn�t even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I�m surprised it got so (far)

Things aren�t the way they were before

You wouldn�t even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart

What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn�t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn�t even matter

I�ve put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

And for all this

There�s only one thing you should know

I�ve put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

And for all this

There�s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn�t even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn�t even matter

^^ so true...

Life sucks beyond belief right now. Getting threatened to be kicked out of the house and not getting a damn good reason why. Gee thanks. It's nice to know I am one step from homeless.



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