2002-08-06 : 9:40 p.m.
I love non english speaking bus boy!!!


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I'm making a pact that I'm sure by next week will be dead, but here it is anyway.

I, sars, promise to update this thing on a somewhat regular basis.

I know, that'll never happen, but I will try... Not that that'll matter.

Went to eat and bowl will Megan, Susan, and Ohnmar tonight. SOMEONE (who shall remain nameless in this sentence) was going to pick me up at about 4:30 but didn't show up till about 10 of 6. Eh HEM! ::cough, cough:: Anyway,first we went to Brew Ha Ha but they told us that they stopped serving food so we left and went to Bravo, though it wasn't that great there. Then we went bowling and I really sucked, but my right wrist started killing me so I blame that. We played a bunch of crap jukebox and now I've got "It's the end of the world as we know it" in my head so now I'm playing "1000 Oceans" by Tori Amos in hopes to get this out of my head! AHHHH!!!!

My stomach hurts so bad. It's not quite as bad as last night but it really hurts! I've been taking advil three at a time though its not really helping. Last night I got out the heating pad and layed on that for a couple hours though 'cause it hurt so bad and that really didn't help. I was just laying there crying. I'm just hoping that my stomach doesn't get as bad as last night. I should probably take more advil since it's been 5 hours, but I hate taking so much. It really hurts! And, its getting worse by the minute. ::cries::

You probably didn't need to know that but it's my diary so deal with it.

Woah. I almost just deleted this whole thing. Smart sars...

I miss R5 or whatever the hell his name was. The really hot foreign guy who worked at the resort in AZ. ::sigh:: Pulling out chairs... ::sighs again::

I converted Megan, Ohnmar, and Susan into Sofa fans! Wahoo!!!

Magic's such a cutie! I don't care that he didn't win on Sunday, he's such a cutie and I love him anyway!

Oh god, my stomach really kills... I think I'm gonna cry again!

Song of the day... my theme song for life. Ow! My stomach!

"Winter" by Tori Amos

Snow can wait

I forgot my mittens

Wipe my nose

Get my new boots on

I get a little warm in my heart

When I think of winter

I put my hand in my father's glove

I run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER

Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown

I hear a voice

"You must learn to stand up for yourself

Cause I can't alyways be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind

When you gonna love you as much as I do

When you gonna make up your mind

Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast

All the white horses are still in bed

I tell you that I'll always want you near

You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter MELTS

Flowers competing for the sun

Years go by and I'm here still waiting

Withering where some snowman was

Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace

But I only can see myself

SKATING around the truth who I am

But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind

When you gonna love you as much as I do

When you gonna make up your mind

Cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast

All the white horses are still in bed

I tell you that I'll always want you near

You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey and the fires are burning

So many dreams on the shelf

You say I wanted you to be PROUD of me

I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind

When you gonna love you as much as I do

When you gonna make up your mind

Cause things are gonna change so fast

All the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead

I tell you that I'll always want you near

You say that things change my dear

Never change

All the white horses



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