2003-02-02 : 10:47 a.m.
am i really that horrible for not realizing?

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bi-polar manic depressive. that was not what i expected to hear about him. honestly i didn't realize it was that bad. i didn't. what a horrible person i am for not realizing it was anything like that. i thought it was stess, laziness, add, ya know the typical stuff. nothing like this i expected. we don't get along, we never have and probably never will yet i find myself on the verge of tears. ugghhh. i really didn't wish this on him. its scary. all i can hope is that this isn't me too. i don't want it to be me. i hate change and dealing with it, that's me. oh fucking damn.

what else to say? this has been a horrible weekend. just horrible. between columbia and this and the day it's just been so bad. i feel so horrible. oh man.

No One Is Alone

No one here to guide you

Now your on your own

Only me beside you

Still your not alone

No one is alone

Truly no one is alone

Sometimes people leave you

Half way through the wood

Others may deceive you

You decide what's good

You decide alone

But no one is alone

People make mistakes

Fathers mothers

People make mistakes

Holding to their own

Thinking they're alone

Honor their mistakes

Everybody makes

One another's

Terrible mistakes

Witches can be right

Giants can be good

You decide what's right

You decide what's good

Just remember

Someone is on your side

Someone else is not

While you're seeing your side

Maybe you forgot

They are not alone

No one is alone

Hard to see the light now

Just don't let it go

Things will turn out right now

We can make it so

Someone is on your side

No one is alone

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