2004-10-16 : 10:32 a.m.
who could this be updating??


Current Song: "Run" -- Snow Patrol
Current Rant: life itself
Current Obsession: iTunes

Nearly a month later so I guesss I should write again, right? Is anyone here? Hello? Do I talk to myself?

So what's been going on? Well, I'd say the hell that is school. You'd think that having class only 3 days a week would give me some sort of break, right? Well, you'd be wrong. I like a grand total of...1 class and that's the class that I've got a hell of a lot of reading to do for and well, the reading doesn't always seem to get done. Grr. I'll be devoting myself to studying modern russian history today. Gaaahhh. Oh well.

So what am I talking this semester?

Journalism I
Science in Civilization + lab (joys of ID science!)
Modern Russia
Writing and Communications

So my schedule ends up being this:

Monday:
3pm LAB
7pm JOURNALISM

Tuesday:
8:30am SCIENCE IN CIVILIZATION
12pm MODERN RUSSIA
2pm WRITING AND COMMUNICATIONS

Wednesday:
Barn 3-???????

Thursday:
8:30am SCIENCE IN CIVILIZATION
12pm MODERN RUSSIA
2pm WRITING AND COMMUNICATIONS

Friday:
Riding at Dee's 9am (leave at 7:40, arrive back at 11:40)
Barn 3-??????

Somewhere in there I work 2 days a week and weekends sometimes have horse shows which like to take over my life in addition to really sucking. Grrr.

So basically, I have NO TIME. It sucks. I am so busy which I like but sometimes it seems to be too busy. I don't know, maybe I'm just complaining or something... who me? ha!

So yeah, I've got to write a profile on someone by monday night and I don't have anyone to write about. What to do?? Help! I need to find a person and actually interview them, but without a person, interviewing cannot happen. Grr.

Midterm on Tuesday, midterm on Tuesday. Gaaah. I am going to fail if I don't study like hell. Oh well.

My big dilema right now is pressure to keep up my grades. I have new advice for incoming college freshmen: don't get good grades 1st semester. Now, I'm not saying outright fail, but don't be anywhere near perfect. Why? Because then you're stuck trying to keep up your GPA for the next 3.5 years and that can wear on you... Why didn't I just do ok last year???? I'm feeling the pressure. If I end up with even a B+, I'm going to be convinced that I've failed. This is REALLY bad.... If my GPA is below a 3.85, I'm convinced I'm a failure. Now, this is NOT a good way to go about school, so just don't do great first semester!

I have to work tonight, don't feel like it, but hey, it'll get me out of the dorms which I suppose is really good. It's hot in the castle, though I froze to death last night after the barn for some odd reason. Of course, then it got REALLY hot... I swear I'm getting hot flashes. lol. On the dorm note, I'll get pictures up soon, really I will...

The barn last night was interesting... I ended up with a migraine and left at 8:50ish which i'm glad about, but ugh. rain and the barn sucks. I hate it!!!

Well, I suppose that's all. I didn't say much but I did say something!



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